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♥ 8:24 PM

hello.
today jingrong, mandy, yokeling, angela and i
went to eat jap food in this restaurant called ri ben chun in tampines.
we wasted alot of time deciding which bus to take, 72 or 27.
in the we took 72 thr.
we finally reached and we chose sushis as our main dishes.
here's the desserts we took.

Angela's ice cream waffle((:

My chocolate sundae((:

Yokeling's mango dessert.((:

Mandy eating her strawberry dessert.((:

Jingrong's vanilla milkshake.((:

i've ate 4 and a half plates of sushi. 1 plate share with jingrong.

quite regretful to eat there. spent $8+(including GST) on them. expensive lehhs.

haiz.

but wad's done cannot be undone. and i relli enjoyed my food thr.

this is onli the 3rd time in my whole lifetime eating in restaurants except for wedding dinners.

and this three times, sadly, are not with my family but with my frens.

hahas.

window-shopped in tampines mall.

it's a relli good place to walk.

there's so many shops selling cute things around.

but good times always pass so fast.

we walk a while onli then i have to go home already cuz my mother say 5pm muz reach home.

then we took bus 72 back.

i alighted earlier cuz have a bus-stop near my house.

reached home at 5.10pm.

luckily nv get scolded.

anyway late 10 mins nvm one larhh rite?

hahas.

my mother say can't hang out with my frens anymore le.

so sad lorhhs.

she pulled me abit too tight le.

not much freedom yet.

i hope by sec 3 she will loose me a little.

today's post is rather short and sweet. juz that the spacing too big. hahas.

gotta go, byebye.((:

♥ 3:38 PM

hello.
today is farren's birthday.
she is having a birthday party today but i can't go. so sad. )):
anyway, happy birthday to farren once again.((:

i was suppose to say abt sth happy in this post
cuz i think i've toking too much emo things in my blog.
however, my sister spoils it again.
sorry, my post are all abt how bad my sister was but i realli can't take it anymore.
i can't hit her or anything so i guess i have to let it out in my blog b4 i get a heart attack.
i relli wanted to slap her lehh.
she very irritating and stuff and i HATE it.
juz now i doing homework then she go on her songs which i HATE
and irritate me while i'm doing my homework.
and my table is full of her things lorhh.
cuz her study table is full with her rubbish,
she had no space to do her homework and so she invaded mine.
now, she even had her things on my table, making mine so messy.
and i HATE it.
she talks like she is the boss and me letting my table to her is li suo dang ran.
juz now i doing my homework,
which my table already have limited space for 1 person cuz of her things around.
she came and squeeze with me.
making my table overcrowded and i HATE it.
i ask her to tidy her table and do her homework there but she don't want.
s aying that she have homework to do.
STUPID EXCUSES.
then why when my mother want her to do homework
then she say she got other things to do or juz simply say later on.
and then drag and drag and drag.
i hate it.
she keep invading my things and threaten me.
juz now she took my momo and i wanted it back.
when i took back i accidentally scratched her.
not i purposely do it but cuz my fingernails too long.
then she say i purposely do it and scratched me back.
i accidentally hit her phone and she hit my phone back.
all she would say is i purposely do that and so she do it back to my things.
EXCUSE ME, hers then is PURPOSELY one lorhh.
i HATE it.
i wanna SLAP her.
but if i slap her i get double slappings.
one from her and one from my mother.
she would definitely hit me back 1st then she go tell mother that i hit her.
and when i say she oso hit me she will say dun have.
this is her style, she always do that. think i dun noe arhh?!
i relli hope that she will become guai-er.
cuz of all these things thats why i dun like her to be in the same room as me in church camp. very irritating and i'll definitely BAO XIE GUAN.
but i'm still in the same room with her cuz 3 persons is cheaper.
haiz.
what a unfortunate older sister i am.
so unfortunate to have such a sister.
i hope i dun get a heart attack soon.
LOL.
enuff of my sister larhh.
always tok this kind of stuff, u guys confirm sian liiao.
LOL.
gonna go church later niias.

to farren and the rest going to her party:
HAVE FUN AND ENJOY. PLAY HARD. ;DD

buhbyye~

♥ 6:58 PM

hello.hello!
today is the last day of school.
i wasn't realli sad to leave my frens for 1 mth but i WILL MISS YOU ALL DE!
i LOVE YOU. ((:
ahh yes,
today is oso the reveal of the angel and mortal.
my angel is PEIYI((: which i have already guessed cuz of her handwriting.
thk you peiyi for ur presents.((:
here's wad she gave me today..

her name is moriji. nickname: momo. place of birth: action city. birthdate: 23MAY2008
she had a birthcert made by me(:
and yes, shuyi smudged the ink on the birthcert but shuyi,
if you're reading this post pls dun feel guilty! i not blaming you! :D
ohh, i did not giv mandy(my mortal) her present until 5pm++
i'm so sry mandy for giving you the present so late.
i guess you're realli disappointed when everyone gets their presents from their angel
when you're empty handed. SORRY.
i give her chocolate. the wrapping very nice so i bought it.
and yes, why i didn't give her present during reveal is
cuz no one tell me that we have to bring sth for our mortals during the reveal.
is like everyone noes it except me so i felt realli out and a little sad.
thats why u guys see me like very sad.
but i nv tok is cuz i'm reflecting abt myself: am i that unimportant and non-existing?
sometimes i talk to ppl but they dun answer me like i'm transparent.
so i relli feel i'm not in that grp and they dun care abt me.
of cuz i noe maybe they realli nv heard me larhh. i'm juz imagining.
okayys, anyway this is wad i feel so pls understand.
okayy i gotta go bathe now.
byebye-.

♥ 9:31 PM

hello!
i'm here again to talk more about my sister.
juz now she is so @#$%
she is using my handphone to get a song from the PC to her handphone.
as in, she doesn't have a cable for her handphone so she have to use my handphone and my cable to transfer.
yupp, and i'm very reluctant to let her use it cuz i've read from the handphone guide that if keep connecting to PC, mobilephone spoils easily.
right, but i still let her use it. my mother wants me to let her use it.
okayy
and my handphone hanged when my sis connects it to the computer.
i mean, hang like when the comp hang, when u press any buttons oso nth happen.
i'm pissed okayy?!
this hp already have prob when i get hold to it. so wat i can do is reduce any probs from happening.
and she made it happen.
well,
then i said i wun let her use my hp to transfer songs ever again including this time.
and u noe wad she say?
she say, if i dun let her use it, she will cut my cable.
i'm so pissed and i told her to cut it.
i reply, cut lorhh, i wun mind.
yahh, thats my answer.
i am thinking that if she cut i oso wun mind cuz she is the one at fault and she is doing nasty things to me,
she is juz giving herself guilt. her conscious will not be clear.
of cuz she wouldn't cut it. *PHEW*
hahas.
i relli hate her threatening me like this.
i'm her OLDER sister okkay?!
i've been under her threatenings all these years.
wadever she wants me to do i will have to do it if not she will start threatening me with anything.
especially things that are dear to me.
one example: " if u dun help me do this, i will throw ur fibee(she's my soft toy dog *so CUUTE* ) away."
yahh, I HATE THIS ABSOLUTELY.
and i can't threaten her back, cuz she will threaten me back again.
SHUCKS.
i'm such a stupid.
letting her get on my way.
i've been giving her chances again and again.
and she's now taking them for granted.
so now i've made up my mind.
i am not letting her to use me again.
she's too much.
i can't take it anymore.
yes, i juz remembered thr's one time.
i wanted to let her taste her own medicine but in the end i'm the one who cried HARD.
it goes like this:
we had duty roster for switching off lights b4 we slp.
yupp, it sounds funny and wierd. but nvm.
mon, tues, wed, thurs is her duty
fri, sat, sun is my duty.
but now as she slps on the top of our double decker bed.
she always juz quickly climb up to her bed and let me switch off the light for her.
so that time, i wanted her to switch off the light 1st.
okayy, she doesn't want to switch off and i forced her to do it.(i noe i'm bad, sorry.)
she reluctantly switch it off and u noe wad?
she came down again with her pillow and hit me.
as hard as she could.
i did hit her back with my pillow but i'm no match with her.
so i stopped hitting her back. and i let her hit me.
she keep hitting until she finally stops and glare at me and go up again.
i'm relli sad and i broke down.
this is relli saddening, ppl.
being hit by ur own younger sister cuz she's forced to switch off the light.
but wad abt me?
always forced by her to do sth i dun wanna do.
with all her threatenings on me, i have to obey her and do wad she wan me to do?
this is ridiculous.
and she always scold me the F word if i dun wanna do wad she told me to do.
wad is this?
i hate it.
another incident today afternoon.
we are in charge of buying lunches for the family.
and so we went down and buy.
my mother wanted chicken rice from the malay stall.
and i asked her to help me order.
and she said, "why muz i?"
and she went off ordering for herself.
!?!
i'm very angry with her at tat time.
wad does she mean by 'why muz i?'
that means she is not responsible to help ordering for other ppl but i have to do it?
then i oso can say why muz i help order oso larhh?!
okay,
maybe u guys think i'm the one who is selfish and bullying my sister all the time.
i shld do everything for her since i'm her older sister.
i noe i noe i'm her older sister but she oso have to listen to me sometimes rite?
not me listening to her all the time and let her use me all the time.
i HATE this okay?
ya,
maybe you ppl think i'm oso at fault larhh, and i admit it. really.
i'm juz here to let out my feelings.
pls understand and dun scold me behind ur backs saying i'm such a bad sister. =P
sorry,
i'm not saying how bad my sister is behind my back.
but i relli have to let it out before i have a heart attack.
i'm so sorry, ppl, for me keep saying my sister.
SORRY.

♥ 6:23 PM

I REALLY H***MY SISTER.let me tell you wad had happened.i was watching jap drama hana kimi on computer juz now.once my sis came back from sch, she came to the comp room and watched with me.when my mother asked her to bathe, she said, 'wait'which this word is VERY irritating , she said this everytime to me,my mother or anyone else in the family ask her to do sth for us.then she finally bathed and she continued to watch with me.my mother asked her to go do homework as it's her exams but she keep saying wait wait wait.i quickly asked her to get out of the room but she dun wan.my mother get irritated and scold me instead for not closing off the drama b4 she comes home.she even CANED ME. which i MUZ say is NOT MY FAULT.yes, my mother did ask me to close it b4 my sis come home and i nv listen. i admit it.but if my sister can control herself and listen to wadever my mother ask her to do,my mother would not scold me. i would guarantee.is cuz my sis dun wan to go do homework cuz she's glued up to wad i'm watching.if she could juz get out of the room and control herself not to get addicted,this would not happened.i'm SO angry with her now.when my mother asked her to get cane for her,she looks so happy and willing to help her take it.she thinks is li suo dang ran.EXCUSE ME, IS YOU DUN WAN TO DO HOMEWORK AND MAKE MY MOTHER ANGRY ONE OK?!and my mother scold me cuz i'm the one who is watching the drama and let my sister glue up to it.of cuz i broke down larhh and i cried hard.i feel unfair.i keep remembering that day when peishan , mandy and i is discussing about how our mothers treat ourselves and compare to our younger siblings.they said they think their mothers treat them unfairly(i noe they juz tok out like that without much hesitation and they still love their mothers so.)and u noe wad i think about that moment?!i juz wanted to SAY OUT LOUD that my mother DO NOT TREAT ME UNFAIRLY COMPARING TO MY SISTER.yes, I RELLI wanted to say that. but i didn't.and now,i think i was wrong.VERY wrong.then i think abt that time i'm in my exam period and my sis's already over.my sis oso keep playing computer games and i oso come in and watch but my mother nv scold her.you see,i use comp, she watched and disobeyed, i am scolded not hershe use comp, i watched, she not scolded but i am scolded for watching.UNFAIR!!!I HATE THIS!!!sry ppl,juz wanna let out my emotions.pls understand.i'm so sorry. )):

♥ 3:10 PM

hellos.
today is the start of mid years'.
DIFFICULTNESS:
eng paper 1 rating: 3-4/5 stars.
eng paper 2 rating: 2-3/5stars.
i'm so sick today.
i had a runny nose and used almost 2 whole packets of tissue in sch,
from 8am-12.10pm.
and now i have blocked nose.
i felt sleepy and my head is heavy.
i'm sick. !!!
GOSH. i finally sneezed!
i had been trying to sneeze this whole day.
i wanted sneeze but i can't sneeze.
wad a TORTURE.
my blocked nose is getting more and more serious.
i can't breathe. *gasp*
i hate having runny nose during exams, it irritates me alot and
maybe my classmates oso feel that way too.
i'm sry.
okayys,
i think i gonna start revising again.
bbyes~

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